I think I get it now...(:?

[vines]

So, yeah...(:


So...Guys, Hey. I talked to The Big Leaf via DeviantArt, but I never really talked to you guys on the subject. That subject being my leaving. But you all have also seen my name floating about, indicating my lingering prescence--my reluctance to Log Out forever. So the question is, am I leaving or not?

It all started when I went to Love and Truth Camp. There, we had an amazing time, my friend with type one Diabetes was cured, and I among the twenty five spoke in tounges for the first time(: God had told me to give everything to him--so I did. I gave up everything that wasn't for him, took up my cross, and followed him. From there he led me to amazing places. I'm closer to my Father now than I ever have been. And guess what? Now I get to go visit my earthly Father and my BROTHER AND SISTER! -squee-(:

Anyways, that's what happened. I gave up the site, and Warriors to see what it was like without it. I bonded even more with God, and I've gotten stronger! For the past few days, as well, Satan has been challenging me in every way imaginable...a sign that I'm doing right! He's really mad about all those miracles God's performing in my Life. All I know how to explain it is that I once was blind, and now I see! This may seem to contradict some of the things I said to Leafers, but don't get me wrong, I might stay in the site...that is, if you guys are up for it.(:

See, I felt really bad for leaving you guys <3 My time here has been different than other sites I've taken part in! I don't know why, but I felt a need to get back here. Perhaps this is where God wants me to work for now..(: I love you all! You guys are so sweet, creative, and amazing in your own ways! God bless you! If you're not a Christian, I still love you! And I'm not creepy, I'm not a pervert, I just see everybody as my brothers and sister that are just AWESOME! I'm on fire, guys;3 I could write all night. So, anyways, back to the point!

I'm sorry for any fuss or disruption I might have caused by making a false(?) leave. I was confused, but now I get it....more or lessXD God is just sooooo awesome you guys!!!(: My life is proof of that!(; So, do you guys want me and my candle? Of I stay, God's fire is coming with me, mind you! But I'm not gonna flame anybody for not sharing my beliefs, or use my sword to cut people down. To be a true Christian is to TOLERATE!!!!


Staying, or no? I've asked everyone but you guys. Currently, my stays is pending. The question is: Take me back? o^o

[- Leafy -]

Well, you've already told me all of this over Dev. and I've already read through this post. I'm sure you know my answer, Vines- I'd love for you to stay. <3 As I said in my paragraph in the new table- All of the people on this site are like a second family for me and.. Well, I don't know what'd I'd do without you guys. Of course, as I said, it's your choice weather you want to stay or not. We all just want you to be happy. <3 I'm getting really sappy while writing this out so let me stop before I really start rambling on and on. Love ya, Vines! -Hugs-

[vines]

Awww(: -huggles- Yeah, that was just me explaining my current status, and explaining to the others why I thought I had left. You guys might not be able to stop me from staying, though >:U Especially after seeing how Sharpy took my character in honor of his friend Vines, and how Breezy said she would miss me. Thank you too, Leafers, for listening to my first couple unsure rambles. :'D So sweet ^^

[Breezy]

O.o Are you staying!? Bah if you do that means say would of went totally awesome for one day. No pressure thought haha. Choice is yours I understand your beliefs a respect your decision.

[sharptooth]

quick question, vines if god created humans in his image and that means that you are perfect just how you are, wouldn't that mean you could stay? sorri i have to ask cause i have no religion and i wish to know more

[tbugbrown]

Of course I would want you to stay! ♥ I completely understand your bit of conflict. All I can say is that there's not a problem with that. You could come and go a hundred times and I'm sure we'd all welcome you back with open arms. I respect your beliefs and I'm glad you've found something like that. c: It's your choice, but we will support you either way!

[vines]

Well, I'm staying(: And Sharpy--God did create man in his image, but different(: God made Humans able to make their own choices, even if that means going against his will. God loves us all, and wants us to make the right choices--just as a real Father loves his kids. He gives us rules to live by(the ten commandments, and the bible) so we might get in to Heaven one day. See, humans are natural sinners. Everyone makes mistakes, even me, especially me. Then Jesus died on the cross to forgive all of our sins! That means however much we mess up, whatever bad things we do, no matter who we hurt, we can go to him and he will forgive us. <3 All you have to do is ask! The reason I quit temporarily was to give my entire life to him. Jesus said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me." Basically, I lost myself to find myself, and I found that this was where I needed to be. By you taking interest in my post, I realize that He was right(: If you want a better explaination of anything, you can just ask me. I'd love to answer any questions you might have:3

[megasaffe]

Vines, could you do me a huge favour? I'm meeting my boyfriend for the first time on Monday, and could you pray for it to go really well? <3

[vines]

I sure will! ^^ Best of luck~~

[megasaffe]

Thanks so much, i'll be sure to PM you how it goes! ^^

[Shadow]

I'm glad your staying Vines. I completely understand the need to give something up for God. I was that way last year, and had to give a lot up, but I realized it was for the best, and I got to get some of it back, and the other I was able to forget, so it all worked out.